Acceptance

After coming out of one of the darkest nights of my life, I'm done with that bitterness and anger crap. I'm going to live my life and I'm going to feel good about doing so. It's plain stupid for me to be living the way I have been this last week because it just makes everything worse. Nothing good is accomplished, and I'm just not going to allow that to happen. I know that I have the ability to control my emotions and that's exactly what I'm going to do. Nothing's going to stop me, no matter how cheesy that sounds. I'm going to do my best to accept things as it is and just move on with my life. I think I've finally been able to gain the strength to re-live what I preach.

It's going to take a bit of adjusting, but that's normal and it's going to be my mindset from now on. I don't give a crap about any of the negativity in my life that occurred in the last several weeks, and I'm going to give this thing a second go.

Once again, I'm thankful to and for those of you that walked me through this or just listened to me. I owe you my life, and you know who you are! So, with that being said, I'm going to try to recall what I was like and try to bring myself back to that. I will pray that I won't have broken any relationships that I've had with anyone, but on the contrary be able to build them even more because everyone I know is special to me no matter who you are in relation to me.

I'm done with this brokenness shit! I'm gonna make this mine.