See Through

Originally, I was thinking about breaking all records and try to post every single day this month leading up to Christmas. But unfortunately, I had nothing to blog about yesterday - so that failed.

Today, I have something to blog about! As I wake up to the massive blizzard that forced me to not be able to go to church, I had plenty of time to go back to bed and just think. I haven't missed a Sunday worship in a very long time, so it definitely felt a little strange to not go to church this morning.

While I was laying in my bed, I was just thinking about a wide variety of things - like I always do. I am not entirely sure how I got to this point... Well, I do, but that's beside the fact... I always wonder how transparent I am. Not literally, because you can't literally see through me (although that could be argued because of how skinny I am - but I digress). More personality-wise. I never stop thinking about the way people look at me and how I want to look to the people around me because it's important that I rep what I stand for.

I try, but I'm also really dorky in that when I meet people, I always try to remain mysterious. Most of the time it works, but I also feel that I can get very one-dimensional eventually. Not quite a one trick pony... well, more like a no trick pony since I'm not especially good at anything. But I purposely don't tell people all the facts about me so it can keep people guessing and wanting to know me more. That way, when one day I pull out a sick song on the guitar, or pull out a sweet magic trick, it'll blow people away because they wouldn't have expected me to know how to do that stuff!

It works in theory, but not so well practically. Why? Because most of the stuff I do isn't so special. I don't do any of the wildlife stuff, or the skydiving/extreme sports stuff, or the super artsy stuff, so you can imagine that it'd be kind of underwhelming when I whip something out. Whipping my hair back and forth doesn't count either.

So yeah, I don't know how predictable or how transparent I am as a person. If I had to guess, I'd say very. Quite honestly, I'm really boring so none of this "mysterious" stuff really work.

I don't know, just a thought. Haha. I just hope my car will be okay.

Two weeks until I go home! Yeah! <3 <3