Off

Everyone has off days. So far, it's been an off year for me even though it's only been about two months into the school year. Everything I'm doing or have done is just not to the level of standard that I'm used to. But why?

I think that it is most notable in the papers that I have been writing. Before I hand in my papers, I always try to read it over; unfortunately, every one that I've read so far has been awful. Part of it is probably because of my procrastination that seems to be at an all time high until recently where I was slapped in the face (figuratively, of course) and started to pick up my act.

Not going to lie, I haven't felt like myself for very much of this school year. I've tried to think about it to see where or what is bothering me. I probably know why, I'm just avoiding it. Haha.

So, as I have two somewhat minor papers due this week, I hope to change my ways! Even though what is distracting me from doing well in school isn't really school related, I need to learn to re-focus again.

Thankfully, I went to First Alliance Church tonight for a Saturday worship. It was so neat! First of all, I've never been to a Saturday worship before, so I wasn't really feeling like I was in a worship mood. But I love attending these big churches once in a while because it adds to my perspective of how churches are run.

I loved the experience! Anyways, I'm starting to do better...

... So I totally got sidetracked and I cannot, for the life of me, remember what I was saying.

And I feel terrible for forgetting, so I'm going to end my post here and come back to it when I remember!