Every Little Thing

Courage, the magic that turns dreams into reality.

This past week was slightly different. It was a three day week, which killed me; I bought the game that I have been waiting for since forever, etc. I think my work ethic and motivation for school has been completely shot. After my three midterm day, I have not found any desire or motivation to do any school work; buying Tales of Symphonia: Dawn of the New World brought down my desire to do anything school related even more. I will openly admit and be ashamed of being the epitome of a slack-off for the past two weeks. However, I don't want to be spending an entire post being emo and ranting about how horrible I am of a person.

So, now to my geeky side =D First impressions of Tales of Symphonia 2 have been pretty decent. I have to admit that this game is rather linear compared to the first one. I like things to be very open ended but I guess I cannot complain because the producers ran out of time. Aside from that, and other minor mediocrisies of this game, I have been fairly impressed with this game's story. I love it when people are continually left guessing and makes you think. For those people who are not so bright on the common sense side, play more RPG games because they make you think. The cheesy love story between Emil and Marta is also laughable. Whether that is good or bad depends on the state you are at. For me, it's a little mixed. Let's see how many classes I skip this week to play this game, lol <_<

*REMINDER TO DO MY STUPID ENGLISH ESSAY*

Now more to my spiritual side of things. I wish that the thoughts and feelings that come to me during the week relating to God and how amazing He is and the situation of living life could be put into words either in text or vocally. We are told to go and spread the good news about the gospel and about God's love, to let God's inspiration in you be inspiration to others. But I am finding it hard to be able to translate this inspiration into a useful method that I can maybe use to draw other people to experiencing some amazing things that I've had. There is actually alot that is going through my mind right now and all I can say to anyone who wants to know is to chase after God. Have a burning desire in you that makes you want to feel for what God can do. I've come to the conclusion that the only thing I can do as of my experience level is to inspire people or encourage to pursue God to see what He can offer to you. If anyone likes me enough to care about this(lol), and get to experience something along the lines of what I'm talking about, I will be happy beyond my sanity level holds. Today we had a guest speaker with Ps. Jon Kramer and I could not put it in better words than he did: living life following Jesus is not easy, but it is worth it. The part that really hit me was that all we're doing is 100% worth it; when you finally feel that sense of fulfillment or accomplishment, the satisfaction you have with yourself and all that is around you is beyond belief. Give it a try, it's worth it.

Be the change you want to see in this world, and every little thing is gonna be alright.