Left and Right

"The wheels keep turning but the feeling is gone." This is exactly how I feel about school as of right now. Everyday I go through the same motions of going to school, but I could care less about anything that is going on.

At the same time, I get more and more excited about pursuing bible college somewhere. When this gets mixed in with my apathy at the UofA, it's like trying to look left and right at the same time as one pereson.

The first week back after reading week and I don't think it could've gone by more slowly. I fall asleep, literally, almost every class. And then, once in a while, I would get some really weird and messed up thoughts about the most random things ever. It feels almost as if I am high off of some shrooms or something. I would be sitting there daydreaming, then suddenly this weird thought coming through my mind and it makes me go "woah."

One thing that I am pumped up for is the NHL trade deadline. The deadline is this next Wednesday March 4. I had already planned everything: skip class, set up 2 of my TVs and just sit in my couch with my laptop and wait for trades to happen. However, as the freak I am, I get blindsided by some gay thing called school. Turns out that I have to hand in a music assignment that day as well has starting the film study in my english class. I could get a friend to hand in my music assignment for me, but I just cannot afford to miss the start of our film study because I have to do a little presentation on it. CRAP. Such a bummer to have to face this, right? For a loser like me, that would be a yes. I am going to be forced to refer to my cellphone throughout the day to receive lame old text messages for every trade that happens. This means that I won't be getting the analysis and stuff that I really want.

I am feeling Ambrose University? I should really try to make more of an effort to get some things done, and fast.