Not entirely sure where to start, but I've been home for about 5 days and I'm still not entirely sure where I am right now or how I got here. Coming home has always felt like a bit of a haven to me because of it being, well, my home. I've tried to keep my activities to a minimum this Christmas break; and while I have, it has been hard for me to mentally be completely relieved. Having only two weeks to be home, and then having to move (yet again) down to Calgary keeps me on a bit of an edge.
I still don't think ending my internship has quite sunk in yet. Rather, it's actually quite difficult to even still grasp that it happened. When the only real tangible evidence that I've actually been on this internship is that my car has logged a couple thousand more kilometres and that my bank account suddenly got a bit fatter, you kind of hope that there's actual progress made other than just the miles you've added onto your life.
In my case, I really hope that what I've learned and how I grew didn't just stay in Saskatchewan. It would be criminal of me if I left who I had become back there. The challenge for me, then, is to try to learn to fly on my own again - this time in a different way.
I've been telling people that I really want my schooling to end so I can work, and that still holds true. Let's hope I can follow through and not get too eager or ahead of myself.
Happy holidays!
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