Accountability

I wonder what it was like to be living at the time during World War II when Hitler's empire started to collapse. For those that may have lived far enough to observe the progress, what would it have been like to watch the fall become so inevitable that it was only a matter of time until it happened. So when you shrink the scale by a huge margin and fast forward to the year 2010, what is it like when it's just so obvious that something is coming to an end whether people choose to acknowledge it or not? I'm not sure if I'm making any sense at all, so I might as well go straight to what I want to say, haha. Whether it is good or not, I kind of see something that's starting to fall apart. What this is, is something that's been going strong for many years, but over the last couple, it seems that things have not progressed at all. With a lack of new and fresh ideas, things start becoming repetitive and even annoying at times. So then, eventually, if it ever got to that point, everything would just become.. loud noise. In my case, it's a very cynical way of looking at it because I'm directly involved in it as well; but the thing is, it's starting to die on me. I'm having trouble finding new and refreshing things to do or introduce that could bring new life into it. Time reveals everything, so I guess we'll just havea to wait.

Anyways, one of the biggest things that help you earn trust is accountability. I don't believe I've ever had any issues with trust in anyone, whether that's my family, friends, or other people. However, it drives me insane when you try to help someone, but when it comes time for them to be in the spotlight, they have zero accountability and therefore don't follow through. Normally, you would only notice the lack in this area in bigger scale things. But when it happens a couple times, you start to take notice, then you'll eventually find that even in the tiniest things, there is still no accountability. Then you start losing faith in whoever that person is. I hate not being able to trust someone, because it usually means you've passed some sort of judgement on them to come to that point. Then, things just start turning ugly. I am not saying that this is becoming a problem with me, but its like what I said earlier: when something is so evident and obvious, how does it not affect the way you act moving forward?

But then again, the best way to predict the future is by acting upon it; so who am I to speak (=

Keep it fresh .