I get turned down a lot in life, I've come to accept that; but, I don't think it's felt quite like this before. I don't get disappointed too often, and I certainly didn't expect a whole lot of it this time. There are definitely a lot of people who seem like they're always upset or frustrated and disappointed at something, and I do try not to be one of them. If you ask me, disappointment can be avoided most times if you look at things the right way. Disappointment usually starts from expectations not being met; and even when your expectations aren't what they turn out to be, it's usually just an inconvenience that you learn from.
But at the end of the day, I think part of it was false hope and I kind of got caught in the jazz of everything and floated a little higher than I maybe should have. I haven't been this disappointed in something since a very long time ago, and the fact that it was completely unseen, yeah, it hurts a little bit. But the sun's always gonna come up tomorrow, so I'll probably end up treating this one as another inconvenience that's going to allow me to explore other fun things that I might not have been able to experience had things turned out the way I would have prefered.
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