How many times have you heard this cliche'd line? Well, it's not really that I am not able to sleep, I haven't been able to sleep the amount that I usually get. I am already someone that needs a lot of sleep - somewhere between eight or nine hours is usually good - but I guess this is what it's like being an introvert. Everytime I went to bed over the last month or so, I think a lot, sometimes maybe even too much. Because of this thinking, if I go to bed at 11:00, I would be thinking and contemplating for upwards of an hour to an hour and a half. I know, 12:30, no big deal, you don't sleep till 2 or 3 or even later, right? Well, I'm probably not the first to tell you that you're going to see some potential health problems in your life down the road because you sleep so late.
What do I think about? Well, a lot of things. I think about anything and everything that I encounter in my life. Things I think about may range from events that happened during the day, to things dealing with my life, to things going on around the world, to other things that God puts in my head. In some ways, I am a critical thinker regarding certain topics and many times I can go so deep into my own thoughts, that an hour or two may go by and I don't even know it.
I am not saying that all this thinking is bad, but it is rather good. I just have to be able to adjust myself to be able to give that room for myself to cave into myself and think however long I need to think. It is always nice to gain insight on a whole bunch of topics, but please don't be surprised if I start logging off msn at 10 o'clock, haha. I am someone that does a lot of reflecting and praying, as I feel it is very important for me to do so in order to become a better person.
Yeah, that's right, I'm not quite as immature and childish as I seem.
Sanctus Real - Whatever You're Doing
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